This is gorgeous and heartbreaking, as I suppose is much of life. It strikes me as not possibly coincidental that every person I have ever known to take their own life has been above all else a giver. I've often wondered whether the habit of reaching out, helping others, making sure all is right with everyone else is in a way a means of redirecting attention when the pain of depression is too great. I don't know. I'm no expert. But what a terrible loss for you and your family and also it seems, for the world. For his reach was enormous in such a short while. Thank you for this beautiful honest portrait.